Sunday, April 6, 2014

From a Diary's Page!!

22nd March 2014, 9:16 pm

Some girls have dreams, dreams much more complicated and far more unusual than the rest of them. They think ‘out of the box’ and unexpected things about their lives. They may be revolutionary in their ideas but there is no lie in what they do. No hiding in what they find apt and comfortable. Their dream is to live their life in infinite possible ways, explore the world, explore air, explore water, explore earth, explore life and most importantly explore themselves. They have fire in their eyes, the fire that doesn’t burn and harm someone but fire that can light up their worlds. They have power in themselves, power not to crush the powerless but raise all those who are not confident enough, till her level.

I know a girl like this. She has dreams, she dreams of her life to be. What does she want her life to be like??
She wants her life to be free, she wants to make herself so perfect that one can never find any flaw in her. But as nature abides by the rules, there are lots of obstacles and hurdles in her path of doing so. Being a girl it isn’t that easy to live a life of her own choice. There are a lot of barriers and oppositions.

Once she got so low that she thought of dropping the idea of her dreams and live a monotonous and orthodox way. She was demoralized, she was broken inside, was disgusted by what people thought about her, she was furious and sad at the same time. Everything was finished, every path closed. She ran to her favourite place on the terrace, lying awake under the black, beautiful sky, holding infinitesimal shining stars, listening to songs and broken and lost from inside.

Suddenly she glared at the small but brightest star in the sky, and one by one had a look at every star her eyes can reach to. They seemed her shinier than before and a smile popped up on her face. Her heart pounded and in a blink of an eye, she knew she couldn’t give up on her dreams, her life.

Don’t know what exactly but those stars gave her a hint. Suddenly she rose up, got determined. She knew she wanted to be like the pole star, alone in the sky but fixed at its point, determined and giving directions to the lost ones from zillions of centuries. She knew she wanted to be like Venus, the brightest star of all, which gets noticed among all the stars. The first one to be seen at dawn and the last one to be seen at dusk. She knew she wanted to fulfil her dreams by hook or by crook.

Whatever happens, she can never give up on her dreams. She knew this now. She knew she can be happy anytime she wanted, she knew she had all that it takes to fulfil her dreams. She knew she can overcome any of the obstacles, be it society, or people who are so called “friends” around her. She knew it for sure now. She was happy again.

This girl I know will fulfill her dreams. She will never give up, never surrender, and when she is broken and burnt and feels like giving up, she will rise from the ashes just as a phoenix does. Fire won't be her enemy anymore.